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hard to believe…that in the short years i have been on this earth ive gone through some stupid ass shit involving relationships. for starters im bisexual yes i like guys and girls. ive dated and had sex with both of them BUT ANYWAYS!. im going to talk about a personal story and issue ive dealt with…well when my first gay love came about we will call him M.X because i dont want to add on to the issue lol. Well i began talking to said Mr.X last May, he seemed really cool duh he was hot. and i was like damn this guy is a fucking stud. so we talked and talked and talked and my attraction only grew. so fast forward a couple of months and around august or september i go into my first relationship with a guy, mind you i was VERY VERY reluctant. But life is short i took a risk..the relationship in general was good he was sweet, kind and caring. mind you we argued and bickered at times but hey its normal…and then we go into the dark side. i knew him in full or so i believed so when he acted bizarre i caught on easily. there would be time where he was extra sensitive or that he would be on edge. time where he wouldnt talk to me for hrs. i got upset blah blah but dealt with it of course. i began to notice his behavior began to change but i pushed mt insecurities aside and i pushed forward. sooo moving on to december i went down for a friends birthday i spent a week with everyone it was great….i come up from that week two days later i get a text….yes a FUCKING text message. and it reads verbatim “ javi…i love you…and i know you might never talk to me again after this but im at the health center and i tested probable for gonorrhea and chlamydia..please go get tested..” i was left speechless i couldnt fathom the situation. i went tested i came out negative yeaa buddy!! thank god!!! i found out the fucker cheated on me with at least 6 different guys, all bareback……great first boyfriend huh NOT!